It got brutal for a while.
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He said: 'I really went against the grain and didn't follow the normal route you're supposed to take.
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It's been brushed over and I'm fine now and in a better place but it was really hard at the time.
He said: 'I have nothing bad to say against Amber and in another place and time without all the craziness maybe we could have worked but I had to be realistic at the time and people didn't like that.